Mar 5, 2017

无题

当你能够再一次习惯一个人看电影吃饭生活。似乎就不会再想让别人来打扰这种宁静。重新适应和调整这个漫长过程真的不容易也很累人。。。我也曾经以为你是我的答案。

Jan 22, 2017

An apology letter

I owe an apology to myself
For letting your heart vulnerable to the vein
For believing the utmost lie to yourself
For turning your back at the truth that you have seen
For choosing to learn the lesson a hard way

The emptiness is suspending the thoughts
You have seen it coming
Knowing that was just a vicious cycle
And yet, you have chosen to head on
Sorry for breaking your heart
It has now scattered into pieces

And it was just another year
Another heartbreak


Jan 15, 2017

差一点

这一年里,我身边有着这个 Mr. Almost.
今天的故事 其实很普遍 可是也是刻骨铭心的一段 人生插曲
我们的相遇 在一年前 交友 网站 上
没有想过 就这样 发展着一段 差一点的缘分

我们可以天南地北 无话不谈
我们可以 像情侣 吃饭看电影
我们不间断 每一天 发简讯 从早到晚
生日, 节庆,一起 度过
其实 我早已把他 堪称 我的另一半
只是 我也知道 这是单一方面 的看法

时间一天一天地 耗着
我们都知道 有一天终是要面对

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那天 圣诞前夕前一天 我们说好的晚餐
“我才发现 原来什么都不做,也会伤害别人,就像我们。。。”
“我懂,我们不是没感觉,只是这感觉不够强烈”
“哪。。她呢? ” 我知道 其实一直都有这个她的存在
那天起,我把手中的仅剩的五张电影兑换券 当作 我们最后的 告别礼物

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第一张
我让他 陪我看了 Passangers
我们 吃了一顿丰盛晚餐 一起度过 倒数
好像 一切 还原
什么都没发生过 一样
我们又继续地 天南地北。。

直到 过了 几天
他突然 在简讯中 问到
“为什么 还没放弃”
“你和她 和好了吗?” 心里按耐不住 地问起
“嗯。。。”
I knew I was an option after all.
简讯停顿中,泪崩了
才发现 是我也让情感陷得那么深 才会那么痛

接下来的每一天 我们的简讯依然
可是 不在 嘘寒问暖
简短 再简短

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“别对我那么好,我不值得的。。。”
终于,我们来到了终点。
电影兑换券 只用了一张
剩下的 是我们的遗憾
隔天,面子书上 看见了 他们互相留言的 status

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There is nothing about almost relationship,
He is just not into you
He likes you enough to not let you go
But not enough to be solely yours
Across  the years, I have been a precious, a special somebody, a worthy girl to all the Mr. Almosts.
The broken pieces have given me the answer.
I just want to be Your Only, To my future one.




Aug 1, 2015

17 to 27

Walking through the years of young and fun,
We are turning 27 this year.
The time capsule of decade is revealing the promises and advises to the 27-years-old-you.

it touches the deepest soul, it Engraved the memories.
To the one and solely you,

Times can fade memories
And she is here once again to remind you.
She told you to find someone who Appreciate you
Because you worth it
She told you to stay firm and knowing where you are heading to
Because purpose has been installed to you
She told you to wear a smile everyday
Because that will keep the worries and bad luck away
She told you not to be too harsh on yourself
Because life is a mixture of everything
She asked you to gently pat your head, saying
"Well done, you made it!"

It was the messages,
it was 17
It was 'me'



Jul 5, 2015

爱 . 简单. 华丽


这对新人
他们没有 世纪婚礼的华丽
他们没有 隆重讲究的排场
他们没有 童话故事般的相遇

是一场简单的婚礼
有着一对新人幸福的微笑
看着一句句笔录上的祝福
一张张照片上的回忆
一次次响亮的交杯

他们有着相同 爱的频率
他们爱得很简单 
却比世纪婚礼更华丽
比童话故事更动人